I thought about closing down my blog since I don't update it regularly, but I do have a few family and friends who check it regularly and enjoy learning about my adventures, for you...I'll continue to use it as I initially intended to do so, and who knows, it might even continue to evolve. But as the true Cancer that I am, I tend to retreat into my shell and recently, It's been difficult not to completely retreat.
You see, I'm an incredibly private person who shares intimate details with those I love and trust who are close to me. But there are some who come to my blog not in the spirit I intended it for, rather, you come here to judge. Yes, I know who you are, you see, the internet is more advanced than you know and I'm pretty internet savvy. For you, yes, I'm addressing you, you are not a friend, you enjoy my struggles and are disappointed at my successes. You need to move on, find happiness in your own life and move past the bitterness. I don't write this blog for you, I don't pour my heart out for you...you are not welcomed here.
For those friends and even strangers who have shared with me your stories and support when I was diagnosed with skin lupus and lost most of my hair, when I lost my job and ended my relationship...you are welcomed here. I need you in my life. Thank you.
Now, onto our regularly scheduled program...